January’s almost over.
Found a daycare for new baby and got to hear the heartbeat, very excited. Moving sometime in May.
I’ve written 36 things this month, which is the most I’ve ever completed and of the I’m very proud. I’ve also been reading quite a lot more than I was last year, so that’s something.
Less proud, I’ve been eating more and not reading to Lily as much as I would like. Been kind of low and lonely.
The weather is worryingly warm, so I have been outside more, if only in little spurts.
Still working on the minding my own damn business. I’ve been making a concerted effort to listen more… which has always been difficult for my 100-mile-an-hour, easily-distracted, intensely egocentric brain.
Planning on taking a break from church. I’ve never done that before and I have very strong mixed feelings. It’s not the church or the people or anything specific. I just feel like I need some time to figure a few things out.
Speaking of which, and maybe because I’ve been feeling so lonely these past few weeks, I have a new guy-crush on this band’s lead singer who is gorgeous and has an angelic voice. But that may have been the PBR and Jamo enhancing my feelings.
Here’s to a creatively fruitful February.
Remember you are loved,